1)Its another sunday. It feels really shit the sunday music, people crowding the street, church. I did feel like going to church, I really do. But a part of me say "NO!". I just cant understand, well lets put it this way. I am here now not knowing why, not knowing where to go, I live with the moment, moments pass keeps me thinking ..what do I really want.
2)I am gonna take the same entrance exam to a different department tomorrow ..Again... I did ask someone from that department and she said why would I. Yes she was right. I am also wondering why.
3)I cant really speak my mind clearly. I cant share my mind with other people. I am afraid, afraid that nothing comes out of what I shared. I am thinking of getting on my music.